Sunday, August 16, 2009

Seeking tomorrow

It's one of those days when hope sails high only to plummet back to the ground. One of those wishful thinking days when I imagine that the solutions to all my problems are easily within reach, and then I am reawakened to reality. Oh, it's still a sweet day. Certainly not despairing, simply a bit disappointing. It's my own fault though, I was trying to live in the tomorrow again. Dreaming about moving to the city, finding a new job, and falling in love. Such a silly thing to do....

I'm mostly happy you know, very thankful where God has brought me and what He has provided me with. He has blessed me so far beyond what I deserve. Funny how no matter how much I try to be content with what He gives me in the present I always find myself willing Him to bring me the blessings I desire for the future.

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